Quiet Sunday’s give way to flowing thoughts that come and go, never landing too long before it’s replaced w something else.
I remember years and years ago, someone once told me that the light inside me had grown so dim that I didn’t want to be seen. Seen for who I am because people wouldn’t understand. Seen for who I am because it made people upset.
Since then, not only has my inner light or inner fire returned, it can sometimes be like a supernova sparkling all over the people I meet.
Light and love are meant to be given away and shared. I sprinkle that shit everywhere and many are not used it. I mean, if you don’t know and love me, it can be sort of ..possibly uncomfortable or frightening to have my energy burst thru your door for a social gathering! Let’s just say, I am the endearing eccentric fireball that shows up to play and you never know what to expect!
Sometimes, people misinterpret this light and loving nature as frivolous. I choose to see the good and the joyful in the world and not get bogged down by all the crap that lands.
Of course there is darkness, but I want to know if you can make friends with your demons and invite them to tea. It is only when we love and accept those parts of us that contain darkness that we can fully embrace our magic.
Embracing your demons is facing your fears head on, acknowledging missteps and be grateful for the lessons.
I get that my light is wicked intimidating for people..they sort of do this dance..come close..”OH too bright!” and move away..curiosity keeps them coming closer a bit more each time, but fear has them moving back to shadows where it’s safe.
When you get comfortable with the balance inside you, a beautiful thing happens..you come alive and enjoy life completely and fully, never shying away from an experience because of what others might think.
Live a little, love a lot and come splash in my sunshine and let’s make rainbows sparkle from the dewdrops!