Random thoughts from hanging out alone at home
Tea is steeping, Enya is playing and I am thinking..
Time with no child around has been lazy, fun, and not productive in the way many may measure producitivity.
I was productive in quality time with friends, good books, and nice bottles of wine.
I was productive in setting clear boundaries with people coming and out of my life..
sleep…lots of it sometimes and very little ..the 2 extremes made me feel like I was in college again.
More and more letting go which made room for so much grace and abundance in so many areas.
As Spring comes and flowers start bursting from their dark sleep, I am curious about what’s next..I have learned not to put ideas or expectations into the hours, but to allow the unexpected to present itself.
I have learned that the more “I do me”, the easier the “me-stuff” falls into place so clearly that all I can do is smile and say “Oh there you are! I was waiting for you..or I was waiting for that..How fun!”
I think what I am learning or re-learning is to delight in the small daily suprises ..like little life breadcrumbs leading the way .. and.. randomly, as I sit and look out the window, I notice that wasps are hiving in my shutters..but, that is a task for another day because …my tea is calling.